June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
