June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness