June 14th, 2023
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together