June 14th, 2023
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner