June 14th, 2023
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories