June 14th, 2023
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together