June 13th, 2023 Hopefully prophetic
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite