It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability

This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave

Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain

Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips

Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat

My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore

It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier

I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark

I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now

Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?

Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together

Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul

Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite

Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?