July 13th, 2023
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self