(2010)
I wrote this when i would never have a date on valentines day, i never wanted one i just always wanted love i knew it was there but was so hard to find, until i finally gave up and it found me finally =]
Loved until I needed to leave, tried until I didnt think of my t… cried until tears drown out my fea… Lived... until you filled me with… I love you whispers off your thumb…
You were the light of my life, now i dont even wanna be alive. How can something so meaningful loss all my faith and make you see… Why can’t i get you out of this he…
It’s amazing, How silence... Can become deafening. When you’re holding out hope, Listening.
I dont know what to write when i cant tell sun from moon lig… when words leave a taste in my mou… meaning im so angry i can’t scream… and its like my body has become a…
I’m angry at how weak my tiny hear… walked over again and again like a field heavy with the burden… grazing the grass until its yellow… I’m grazed,
I’m strong, Even when fallen. Iv been dragged, bitten, pulled to… I have been through the struggles… The trials of love and hate.
If i was to cry, i’d be classed as week. If i stand up and fight, you hate me. What do i have to do?
Some little boy Demanding I tell him where I go When my hearts breaking As if he didn’t know
A black corset top dress, Red tartan netted skirt. A dress once worn with confidence! A dress i once adored myself in. Even when friends said it was thei…
After my first love, laid in jail… I Tried so much to find relief to… And when I found you thin and tal… Mismatched eyes and hair a mess I found a love I must confess
Can’t stop this crying bullshit... Feels like hell is taken over this… So hot in here I can’t seem to br… Guess you never really needed me. So this is what a broken heart fee…
You’ll never be my light now, you lost me we all know how. Your contract is over due, I’m so sorry my brother hurt you. But the pain of your well broken f…
I can’t site the words Of how iv felt like dirt Throw away and left to rot Well you’ve all been caught As the liars and cheats you where
Over and over words whisper throug… “You could end up dead” Over and over I roll the dice in… Snakes eyes maybe I’ll be fine Bitterly pulling the belt around m…
Are we looking for the higher powe… Sending us messages knowing all an… I dunno when it’s dark and I pray… Pretend religion and faith are the… And I don’t know where I’m going