Sober
Now all I really want
Is someone who looks at me
Like I looked at you getting ready
Will get down on there knees to pray
Saying “only if you let me”
Worshipping all the things I do behind the scene
Like the cooking fucking and cleaning
Cause all you wanted was a mother and a dom mommy
All you wanted was a look who got me
To think i spent time
Months getting through
Fertility issues for you to put a baby in me
Only for you to dump me before you could
Then when I was bleeding out
you yelled if your miscarrying I’m leaving you ....
like sir
Sit down let’s have a word?
About something you may not of heard
It’s called the birds and the bees
While my friends are here screaming why doesn’t he come say that shit to me?
Words cutting me deep but it’s a joke he said so it couldn’t hurt
Knowing well we didn’t have the parts to even have a baby secured?
But you gonna try say that shit
Implying it would of been someone else’s kid
Your trans my man so who pray tells dick was I on?
Because the last one was fucking silicone.
All I really want is a drink
To stop my mind over thinking
Because honestly I thought you where worth it
2.5 years of us ended with 3 months of you screaming
For what for you to wanna go but not leave to England
You said why do couples therapy when we aren’t married?
Like what was our relationship even for?
Next week you’ll walk out the door
And I’m unsure if you wondered
Even for a second how id deal
Because you don’t seem at all to feel
All the shit you put me through
And worst of all I forgave you
Now all I really want
Is for this to be over
All I really want
Is you to leave and get sober.
