Lost
It’s got me baffled, It’s got me confused.
I’m all tongue tide when I’m in contact with you.
I get all clumsy I get all weird,
I can’t stop babbling when you are near.
It’s very strange and I don’t get it,
There was a time when it all fit.
I try to stay strong and keep my mind clear
But I get all twisted whenever your near.
Help me understand, Help me see
It shouldn’t be this way, your no longer with me.
I should be stronger but yet I’m weak.
Sometimes it nearly drops me to my knees
The things I should have done
The things I should have said.
Perhaps you would still be sharing my bed
But now your presence is just in my head
But yet I see you even though your not here,
I can’t stop babbling when you are near.
Some think I’m crazy that I’ve lost my mind,
I walk the streets like a mumbling fool
combing and searching for the likes of you,
Will I ever find you or do you exist?
Are your memories real or just in my mind?
Did we really happen and was there a time?
Was it real and were you mine?
I walk the streets like a mumbling fool
combing and searching for a glimpse of you.
Are you real or did you ever exist?
As I turn up the bottle and take another sip,
I wonder will I find you
Or will I die like this?
(2013)
