My Seeds
Daddy speaks in the most humble form as I address a sensitve matter,
I know I wasn’t the best father wasn’t planned it was in his plan.
Merely a boy in a position to face the responsibilities of a man,
I thought long an hard to understand hell I didn’t know the meaning of a man.
An I don’t blame you dad couldn’t be what you didn’t have,
I was just a boy then so I took life as a joke.
Not realizing I had to lead not just vocally but within me.
Meaning by example which I could of done better,
Here I stand now a man depicting my pain through a letter,
I wish this could make it better but we can just call it a start,
When there’s no words to truly express, what I call matters of the heart.
(2013)
