Kay

Another Hopeless Fight

Holding on
For what?
So I can live another day?
Hanging on a thread
Don’t think I’ll make it
But hey no one cares
Cuz if they did they’d help
They wouldn’t leave me alone here
“Take my hand”
WHY SO YOU CAN FREAKING LET IT GO AND WATCH ME AS I DIE???
I’m not doing this again!!!
Make me be happy and I’ll cut all over.
I won’t pretend
I’m telling you the truth
It’s so hard this way
Got a lot of stress
Shit on the brain
Wanna take it all away
But I don’t because it’ll end my life
I got people that care
And guess what?
IT’S NOT MY DAMN FAMILY
Looked them in the eye
Said I wanted to die
Almost cried
Didn’t give me two shits
Somebody else calls my shots
One by one I drink them down
Come on I can take one more round
Guess you can’t tell
But I feel like burning in hell  
In my dreams
I feel so much pain
Think I’m nuts?
Go ahead call me insane
I don’t care because I know I am
GO AHEAD I DON’T GIVE A DAMN
YOU’VE DONE THIS BEFORE
COME ON GIVE ME FUCKING MORE
 
Sorry for the language but you didn’t seem to get it through
I’m tired of fighting a battle I lose
Tired of injuring innocents
For what?
I looked into my sister’s eyes
Told her I would never lie
I feel a hand tug my heart
Because I knew one day I’d have to start
Telling her the things I’ve done
Would I lie to save my life?  
Or wanna burn and die?
Maybe if she ever ask
I’ll cut myself for every word I say
20....50
It’s all a blur
 
A hopeless fight
A lost battle

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