To Big to Cry
When we first met I made you promise that you’d never leave
Then I told you of my past and what it is I need
I made you promise crazy things but words were not enough
I couldn’t believe you loved me, then things got rough
When I think about what happened, you should be ashamed
I try not to fault myself and you’re the one I blame
Then you’d lay beside me and say that it’s okay
I’d cry for lost dreams and the things you gave away
You shattered every part of me or that’s the way it seems
The day you became a part of someone elses dreams
I’m the one to hold, you should be kissing me
There was someone else’s lips, where mine use to be
Why can’t I sleep at night when I’d toss and turn in bed
You’d wrap your arms around me, take those thoughts from my head
You say that I’m your angel but if you only knew
The kinds of thoughts I think of and all you use to do
I tell you it doesn’t matter and I love you anyway
But I still cry for all the things that you gave away
I never knew that loving you could ever be this rough
Even though I stand tall, but my hearts just not that tough
I’ve learned a lot of lessons in the time that I have lived
My happiness and love, again I would give
You entered my life with such a force and my love became so strong
I thought with all my heart you’d know right from wrong
I sit at night and think about how you are to blame
I trusted you and you caused my heart this pain
I guess my soul is all cried out and it’s tired of being used
You say you’ll now be honest, you’ll no longer be accused
You say you love me now and I should stop looking back
And now you hold my hand in yours and tell me to relax
The way you make love to me and all the words you say
But I still cry now and then, for the things you gave away
I never felt like this before you took my heart
And all you do is touch me, that’s when I fall apart
When you kiss my lips I feel you deep within my soul
Wrap me in your arms and say you’ll never let me go
I’ve never known a love like this up until today
How do you pay back the love that you threw away
Did you ever stop to realize how lonely you would be
Or when the day would come, you’d fall in love with me
Or what you’d do if I had said good-bye
Would you know how much it hurt
Or are you to big to cry
But I know.......
Without your love.......my whole world would die
