#7 The fickle finger drags it’s nail… And mocks me with the mirage of lo… They dance on my horizon, double d… Unappetising.

#26 The problem is I cared too much And those who didn’t care are fine… So many jobs at last too much, They let me and they kept their mi…

#13 Melancholy cradles me yet Folded in arms of gentle sorrow. My baleful companion through the y… You were always there for me.

#15 Looking for a meaning, Sifting the sand of time, Searching for a turning point, An epiphany, a fork in the road.

#14 I tread water, weary in the waking… Inflate myself against the swell a… My salt, lost in the overwhelming… Tired.

#4 The day repeats, eat, sleep and mo… Black thoughts breach my defence Attack my citadel of sense. A cactus thorn, the stylus in my g…

Expect and Want I dwell on living’s dos and don’ts… I want to shove them down the thro… I won’t stop at wearing purple, I… Ten miles high across the sky,

#18 I lagged behind the museum guide,… languid in the drowsy heat of an I… The achievement of empires lay aro… Reduced to curios.

#21 To reach equilibrium A pilgrimage first to the place Of broken things. To pick the bones of lamentation.

#6 I look but don’t see. I eat but am not nourished I breathe but don’t live. I hurt to feel

#2 The pain in my head A blossoming bruise of past Collisions. It clouds like blood in water

You dropped me on the ice Vast expanse before me I was guided to the only building Defiant against the cold The glittering marbled ice blue fr…

#22 My throat tightening fast The wooden barrier Constricting my passage Heaving, wretching, wretched