A smile? Might be too much to ask for at the moment. Do I wish I had a smile wrapped around my face? Yes. Have a headache from trying to work through this during finals. I felt sick during my first final and I think my mind is close to breaking point. If it gets to far-gone will I be able to move forward? Will I be able to work through this? Drama was never my favorite thing but my life seems to evolve around it. I am prone to mistakes at the moment and I am not sure I can go a while without making one. I weak in the heart without a clue of what might be best for me. I guess when everyone thinks I am a fuck up and a liar it sometimes gets a little hard to move forward.