I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John