My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
Dancing inside makes me sing. Music turns winter into spring. Dancing inside lights up my world. Lyrics give me wings like birds. Dancing inside all the time.
Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give
If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?
Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness
The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,
That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her
I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,
Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.
My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love