Haiku
(2010)
It was nineteen ninety six when her father left home her mother thought she could fix t… such pains she’d never know A four year old, new father found
So tired of worrying wondering, wishing that everyone would pull their hea… It feels as though Im running, fighting
friends is just a word I wanted to be more sometimes I wonder if you’re true I think through my sleepless night you were more than just
I admit it You’ve become my addiction Thinking of you every second of th… And every night I swear I pray To help me stop being so switchy
i thought you’d care i thought you’d cry i thought you’d want to tell me wh… i told you the truth the facts, how you act
You got me worrying right through to the bone are we coming to an end I have got to know I wait by the phone
Please dont pretend that you dont know who I am at least have the decency to smile when you pass by it isn’t that bad
Is it trapped inside? Or am I just trapped Coughing up a lung with every slight laugh maybe im bad
Through the looking glass is what my eyes see through this magnifying glass made specifically just for me every color, every shape
Hands start shaking Heart starts racing I think its overrated this isnt as easy as it seems and no, i, cant go on
My eyes grow tired from staring into the dark waiting for you to disappear to stop trying to tell me every thing’s okay when it’s not
every single day since that very first date i swore id never change guess what, i still fucking hate y… and passing are the hours
You told me you loved me and that you really meant it you wrote down my number and said you won’t forget it but now
Ive dreamed of all the places in the distance where I’d be but now that Im twenty two It feels more like twenty three Ive dreamed of every city
There’s a path or reflection through the days of misconception, where I once was what I am not, and everything I lost. Now are the days of construction,