all cuz the past
I’m sitting here on the side of the road while this rain contentiously seems to glow from the light they get, it reflects as it always makes you wonder what’s coming next, that’s why I’m tryin to sit an not get to soakin wet, Saying my deepest respects, I know I should say what’s on my mind but I don’t all the time, while catching myself holdin onto this half empty bottle its not going to get me through tomorrow, only just damping my sarrows, cuz all its doin is stewin an I smell them fumes ah brewin waitin for them turn to bring me more disaster as Im sittin here waitin for my master,
so i’ll get up an walk to the house ill sit here in front of this mirror just patiently waiting to disappear it feels like my only fear is that I’m never going to be appear seems like only yesterday I was sitting the front porch while having you watchin me play with my torch, when I looked up from the fluorescent glow from the flame below to see ur beautiful blue eyes I felt that I was wearing a disguise, the man you loved didn’t realize, what power he had cause he was to busy fighting for the life that he once had an the family that he created was tearing in half, all because he wanted to live those moments in the past, slowly his life started to unravile it became brittle an weak when finally his wife & son pack an said they be gone for aweek but they left in an emotional disaster and an felt defea, t he couldn’t take the pain it began to sink within a weeks time he was to weak it was to late the crystallized drug started to make him spiral an quake, it got outta control eventually he ended up with a empty body and no soul....
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