Tick tick tick tock, drip drip drip drop, 'Im dripping an dropping these words from a broken down bleeding heart that hasn’t an wont beat..
The heart that loved you from the start while i’m laying here in complete fear not being able to breathe in always in constant pain, awaiting a jump start from the computer in my head called the brain that’s been refusing to go insane, tho it should reboot an hasn’t all because i’m tryin to remember the past an not the present,
I cant remember how i became your little wooden match in this blacken burnt world called a fire place all i can say is that when i was stricken across the ridged edge of our so called love to be ignited, your face became red as you got excited you had a flashed that appeared soon there was a spark suddenly your dry darken Carbonite heart infused itself with the oxygen that fled from my lungs quickly igniting the two as it fueled the spark to make our flame from our young dieing darken hearts,
That always showed me the light to help find my way through the dark, an you just stood behind me an watched me make the choices i made even after my ideas eventually seemed to flood an ended up falling apart or warped in some kind of way,
Only leaving a disastrous pathway of decay, Since i stood up an said no more an walked away, I’ve always had this sense of emptiness inside as its the only thing that seems to tread on my mind,
As its been eating away driving me crazy cause its  the only thing  occupying my space an time cause im no longer your baby, i cant believe how foolish i was  to let you in an get close enough to put me in a spiraling vortex spinning out of control, my soul can an will be mended as i continue to lay here as my wounds are unattended they will heal over time but they will never learn how to forgive some ones horrendous love crime like yours an mine. Over these years I have learned to accept my punishments an fears for my forbidden crime as I pled guilty for getting high, As for you it seems like your getting  higher above that cloud Nine an your forgetting who’s real character really shows when you lack a real back bone, instead of a poor cowardly parenting plan that you’ve shown, as our son luke is the one being ripped in half cause you’re too dam stubborn and wont let go of what has happened in the past....