livin a lie
To my soul mate
Ive been living a lie, I can’t denied the fact that I am so whacked I fear that the life I had it will never come back cause my blood is rushin feels like a heart attack, I can’t keep up with this high that is lurking behind my back I have this feeling like I wanna attack this plain fact that I set aside that I am never going to get you back, what hurts the most I could spend a whole life time stayin on track an fighting those dam demons away so they will never be back, my head wasn’t right I needed you cause I was to weak to fight but it was my choice to go an walk out of the light, just when my stars were just getting so bright out under the moon light.. I guess this goes to show that these are my life lessons an theresalot more to learn an yes I gots lot more to yern, there’s more to this life I’m surely to regret than sitting back an watchin you trying to run shit, so have ur fun do what you do cause ill be in the back watching you, I had my fun I didn’t what I wanted to do then my life came unglued right in front me an then that’s when I lost you.....
(10)
I wrote this last year after I started my recovery
