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The fear I carry in this almost empty shell of this body of mine, seem to always over come an out match my love & pride that I cherish an hold so remarkably close & deep inside,
It’s a dangerous battle I try to hide this fear I have inside it takes me on a wild up & down twisted ride,
It makes me wonder aimlessly outside it always make me lose track of time, always exhausted to a point of no return, finally I get to sit on a bench trying to burn through this old memories that make my stomach turn, then I heard some music off in the distance so I got up quick an took off in a instance, as I got closer the music began to have clarity, an I began to to see where the sound lifted up off the ground it was then I finally found it was across the street it was coming from the church bells aw that sound oh so sweet what beautiful in sync peaceful harmony that it bring an helps anyone who’s willing to endure the strength it gives to be enable the power with in an defeat this is fear I can’t see, hopeing eventually these old memories that seem to haunt me will disappear so I can see clearer beyond this misery that surrounds me when I look in the mirror that I’ve built over time, an all I want is to unwine, maybe even reverse the hands on this clock to change the past that’s been locked up, to only see when & where this firey fear was put inside of me, cause I am unable to live my life with out luxury an only getting by on a dime is not good enough for me I can not see or allow no son of mine not being able to know his father all because of the mistakes I’ve made, an not really knowing mine....
(2015)
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