I am a 19 year old southern girl. I grew up in a small town with people that a lot of different personalities and ambitions. I am still trying get to know myself through little things like just spending time with myself no tv, no music, no one else. Me and my thoughts and what I want my next move to be. I am a very fun loving person, I bring joy to many people as my friends would say. I am young girl with an old soul. I am in currently in college getting mt associates in communications and will be moving forward to get my bachelor's degree. I want to one day be a radio personality. I love to write down my thoughts, I love to entertain, and I love to talk about certain subjects. I have a lot of ambition. I wait to see where I am in a few years I know I will be my definition of successful.
When i was born i had seaziures at an early age and people always treated me like a outcast. I also had a mom that drank a lot and my father was working late when i was kid so i was always lonely i had 2 sisters play with don't get me wrong but i rather just play by myself. Then i started getting older like in my 20's and i hit the drug seen and ran into clubs and people that just was not that great for me all because i was trying to fit and find loving of someone that can love me for who i am. Now i was closing in on my 25 birthday and here i am this gay guy from Santa Rosa getting in to all this traoble that i don't need so i went to live with my mom and dad in sonnoma and that's where i have been.
I'm no good at biographies but I'll try my best :) <--- 1st fault, don't start a biography intro like this haha. I live in Australia, Queensland, my house is beautiful and my overseas girlfriend Denise is stunning. I enjoy life but find myself often contradicting, stressing, feeling anxious, sad and all that blah, I do however find a way to convince myself I'm sane haha :P My extraordinarily adorable lamb Denise AKA Bubba Goofe :P keeps me company along with my lil' gingerino cat Smurf, who relieves me from freaking out about the dark :P My family has always been social sometimes it's tiring a frustrating and dysfunctional but we're all lovely social butterfly's, probably the reason I like partying and BBQ, plus I'm a nautical garbage bin. I prefer to be alone because I have adapted to being alone for a majority of my life, I'm an only child, but I dislike being so far away from my princess. Being lonely for so long has allowed me to build character and a strong flow from the chaotic right lobe. I enjoy fine, bold and detailed art, I dislike industrial and overly dramatic art (although I'm dramatic myself I would not like to live with myself haha that would be it irritating :P I also enjoy gaming both board games and electronic, I am an avid player of Minecraft, I hate pop music and enjoy folk, hip hop, alternative, 70's rock, Reggae, psychedelic garage, indie rock, Jack Johnson, Queen, The Beatles, Blink 182, Bright Eyes Chance The Rapper, Kendrick Lamar, Darwin Deez, The Jungle Giants, All Day and lot's of indie rock bands, Tribal seeds, Bob Marley (I'm no hipster) Music is important. I like fantasy books, cartoons, Starwars, The Muppets, Adventure Time (oh but everyone like adventure time, Bing Bang Theory, Destroying Noobs :) I also take an interet in meta physics, philosophy and caring for people. My poems are like me spontaneous, created from a small phrase, idea, song, atmosphere, emotion, so I'm more of an observant poet or a sponge :) But I only want to spark exactly what made me create poems, setting a mental scene or state of mind or cluster of thoughts :)