I Need You
I used to take tramadol and a mixture of other prescription meds when I was going through a bad time. I overdosed by mixing different drugs together 3 times and ended up in hospital after having seizures. I still take tramadol occasionally but now it is just for my back problems and I don't mix it with anything or take more than I'm supposed to. I only wrote this recently but it goes back a few years. If I hadn't overcome my addiction then I don't think I would have wrote this, I would still be trying to defend it saying that it's doing me good. I do still think about taking more than I should, especially when times are hard, but I know where it leads and it's not the answer. So to anyone that has been in the same situation or still is, try to think about the people who care about you and how it will affect them, that's what keeps me going.
(2013)
