Sometimes i look at myself and wonder,
I wonder where iv gone to.
I cant recognize myself.
I wonder what has happened.
 
Happened so strongly that iv totally lost it.
I don’t know this person.
This person i belong to.
Take a look in the mirror and see the same old face.
 
I don’t know her.
I met her her lately.
I cannot even speak to this person.
I don’t know how to control her.
 
I miss myself.
I want back who i used to be.
I want back what i used to be
I want back, ME.

(2015)

Feel like iv lost respect for myself as well as everything else iv always had in me.

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Shemené Kok
over 5 years

Thanks for the encouraging words barbs! Positivity

Barb Clarke
over 5 years

I feel like this sometimes, we all go through changes and yet there is a core in us that stays calm and the same. At times I think we block that core, but like the sun, it's warmth and love will shine through once again.

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