to her ...
(2015)
i thought of this today after hearing of the death of a dear soul i once knew
#AndDeathLife
MAMA! Mama why? You didn’t even give me a chance t… I was as good as new and you took… I had dreams too.
I love a stranger I met you and you were nothing but… We sat down and had many conversat… Never knew that I was going to sa… but...,
It’s late I know, not really tho… Three years isn’t as long ago as… We still love, We still smile, I still stare at you for a while.
I Lie to you, I lie to him and I… I was not chasing wealth. Showing up and leaving that town a… I had to leave, I could not stay… I ran as much as I could.
I live without waiting. I am impatient to not just exist. Even a canvas can hold a great sto… Run wild in the streets of this to… Listening to the songs of the bird…
Tonight i sing a hymn in smiles. An ode to light the darkest skies. Parade upon our work of art, we th… Sashay in dance, i will applaud yo… Enjoy this sound of love.
I have demons I never thought I h… Ones from my future. Ones from my past. They lay there in the darkest plac… They watch me with their blind eye…
A canvas in the stream, that’s all my life is as it seems. I have to row each day as i paint… I learn from them and i often cont… I paint the sky as my limit,
there’s a love story in the world… it’s in a specific book i knew i read it so many times iv left it behind id like to go back
There’s life whithin these fingers There’s love whithin these palms There’s hate whithin those memorie… But they’re all left behind. There’s mind within this body
I gave you a piece of my soul to see, and you destroyed more than I gave you, you even brought those broken pieces back to me to see. My peace of mind, my sacred place in time taken awa...
Lover, father, sister, brother, mo… Every single one. All in, out none. That is what you are. I have been listening to the stars…
Take me where the sun always shine… where i live and never die, where pain is never found, where everybody falls but never hi… Take me to a place where i love, b…
What is more painful? Is it to be struck? Is it a word? A word left unsaid? No great strike has the power of a…
Even though you’re in pain they wa… See it’s cause they’re nothing els… Even though you’re in danger they… It’s cause there’s nothing more to… Vile as ever, born in sin.