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Feeling like my life isn't where it ought to be. Feeling like I've lost a piece of me, the essence of who I am & trying to get back to who I am.
#Aimless
Crazy like the weather You blow me away like a feather Trying to convey my soul spark Laughing at me in winters stark Picking me apart
Do I have to fight For our love? Or was our love Devoured by night? Our txts became less frequent
Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…
You make me crazy Every moment drenched in gold You take hold of me Like a love story once told Swinging in the park
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
I was a vixen Fixen to make A man outta you Drooling in a pool Made for fools
Falling from the sky Silencing the hearts cry Feeding lies In hopes of filling hungry eyes Subjecting the innocence
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone
Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Painting skies In hazy eyes Writing lullabies Watching truth become a lie Hungry for a morsel of honesty