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Feeling like my life isn't where it ought to be. Feeling like I've lost a piece of me, the essence of who I am & trying to get back to who I am.
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…
Are you a boy Or are you a girl? Are you human Or a mural? Can I manipulate you
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
I was a vixen Fixen to make A man outta you Drooling in a pool Made for fools
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state
I never thought I’d be the one to… Over all the stupid lies Streaming from your hollow eyes Into shady alibis Thinking I must be a fool
Jumping in the sky When I’m in your arms I soar Diving into the Milky Way Trying to make the fear of love ok Flying over rooftops & seas
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
Irrational Fighting emotions Logical Fighting devotion Counting sheep