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From Myself

Stare from a top story window
Stretched away from myself
Not occupying my being.
I can’t think my own thoughts;
They’re the thoughts of a stranger.
I can’t live in my body,
It’s controlled by someone else.
I’m completely numb
Going through the days like pages
Of a book I’ve read six times through.
Mindless, emotionless, numb.
I don’t control myself
Helplessly I watch as my life goes by,
Shaking at the thought
That this might be only a dream.
The thought is becoming me;
I can’t take it much longer.
 
I want to feel real again.
I need to feel something.
I need to know how it feels
To be human again.
This thing, it’s shadowing me
Making my life a blur
Taking my feelings away from me,
And replacing them with numbness.
I’m reaching for something.. Anything..
To break through the numbness.
Whether it be kiss, or blade
I need to feel. I need to break this.
Please, save me from myself
Before I forget who I am.

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