Learning About Myself, par Taryn Marie

Taryn Marie

Learning About Myself

I am confused most of the time

I don’t understand the big world around me but

I try to.

I am a little girl with an enormous heart

I trust easy, I forgive even easier,

I fall in love like tripping over a curb I didn’t see.

I am aggressively sensitive,

I react before I think and think of how i reacted and

I react to the thought of my reaction and..

I make things more complicated than they need.

I am in a certain degree a walking disaster

I can cover it up and play the cool card but

I don’t really have anything all figured out.

I am not graceful or athletic but

I do my best in a graceful sport,

I am a contradiction trying to agree.

I am not patient in my contentions,

I need to fix and persist and try and try again—

I probably care too much about succeeding.

I love when I’m not actively loved back

I try to use the love for others to love myself which

I am still learning how to do that.

I am so painfully optimistic, so much so that

I am so sure it will work out my way,

I get extra disappointed when it doesn't.

I have not learned how to speak quite eloquently

I get stuck in my words and panic, a little stutter

I am not good at public speaking but

I am eager to learn.

I am just some little girl in a really big world, and

I am still learning about myself.

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