I stood there On top of the bridge Traffic passing below I could see the cars speeding by The vans and lorries so
When I close my eyes I see nothin… Then the storyline begins as I cr… The thoughts come from deep inside… They rip my self esteem and integr… That I’m a bad person, rude and o…
Hiding the sharpies is no mean fea… Hidden in a box with tablets, unde… Nobody knows, it’s a secret affair For which I’m addicted as I run s… I approach with caution, adrenalin…
I was in a tunnel, so dark and dan… Alone, in my mind, yet surrounded… I was stuck there, no way out, no… Confined to my thoughts, no glimme… My heart wept with sadness as word…
Please don’t criticise me I can’t handle pain The words you speak to me Make me so ashamed Your work isn’t good enough
As I walk the world with a smile… Only I know the secret and disgra… Words in my head are hurtful and t… But only I know what I need to do As people talk at me I nod and gr…
There is a cloud around me I put it there myself It hides me from the suns rays And gives me poor health. The cloud is dark and grey
My body is weak, my body is feeble… As I lay here I ache, exhausted My heart is heavy, my head is mess… I am unable to move or think My eyes are closed, my breathing s…
What’s the point Why should I try You overlook me In front of your eyes I try my best
No feeling All numb No emotion No cares No feeling
You are far away, In the sky above, With the stars and the moon At peace with the world.
You’ve always attacked I can’t take anymore Family but enemies On two separate sides You fire your self pity
You see me I look happy You don’t see What’s in my heart Every time
Why do you make me feel like this You’re a toxic parent Dismissive over everything I do What can I do to please you Why do you make me feel like this
Just a lonely circus clown, With make up running down her chee… Her clothes are all faded And her body all weak. Just a lonely circus clown,