(2014)
Clawing away. It’s dark here, chill and dank. Can’t stop now. Can’t stop ever.
I cried again today, and I did not die. I even know why it is I cried today. Because the truth
There’s a voice deep inside getting stronger every day. I cannot deny the message these urgent words proclaim. Why bother?
How does a landed mariner ever tell a living soul about the exquisite rapture of the sultry siren’s song ? As it echoed through the mist,
The storm is brewing. I smell it in the air. I am panicking. I fear this tempest might cost my life.
I’ve been so afraid to speak these heartfelt words. This secret has been kept so well, from myself, by myself,
It seems for ages, I have been trapped behind yet another version of what I want to think I know. I was so sure I loved you
A sudden gust of bitter wind from somewhere hot and foul, whooped and howled throughout the scattered waste and scrabble down that God-forsaken alley.
It’s only you that I can trust to hear these words as true. Those I know seem blinded by some notion or another about me. You are my closest confidant
Some time ago, I made my way down to the crossroads, to try my lucky hand at the devil’s gaming tables.
trust the one who seeks the truth doubt the one who says he’s found…
That blue-gray rainy day, the blue-gray funeral parlor. There you were laid out in blue and gray. So still.
I stole myself away from thee and me, for love of sweet Mary Jane.
You play your cards so well. Looks like you’ve had a lot of pra… You seem to have a thorough grasp of all the rules of the game. As you cover every angle,
I came to bless you with the mystery, and shine my light on you. I did not know you could not risk the light,