(2011)
It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew
Honey mustard Paint me yellow Paint by numbers Two and three Never the right
Lingering thoughts Sometimes overwhelm me I can’t even seem to Close my eyes Without seeing you
Of all the girls Who throw themselves At you Daily Why did you
Trust Takes a long time To BUILD It takes seconds To distroy
You swing on the trapeze With finesse With ease Not even the breeze Sways you
I still want everything To be perfect When nothing Can be perfect I keep wanting things
Even when I wanted to run Straight for the hills I stayed here Taking my pills Pretending there are birds
Don’t ever tell me That I make you feel guilty You know I’d never try To make you feel guilty Am I supposed to feel guilty
I have seen some Superficial people Who come out and say Exactly what they want All the time knowing
Eat the pumpkin Stupid parrot Stop mocking me And calling me names I hate playing those games
I like the way you greet me As though you’re waiting to meet m… Without the opportunity Of doing so discreetly You ought not to do
I find it hard not To just Run right over to You Not caring what
Lucky as you are Individuality is yours Voice your thoughts Even if only to yourself Integrity
Wondering why history repeats, rep… Into a muddled mass That just comes back Haunting us all Calculating