July 13th, 2023
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now