Inside I’m dying
Like outside I wish I was
Cause I can’t fight anymore
I’m not strong enough to take anot
Iv never lied

I use to share at the mirror
Laughing back that the person ther
Cause I was thinner taller
And prettier
Then the version that is see

Numb or raw
Like the feeling between my thighs
The feelings of a missing child.
As a women,
Let me explain what being a women

If humans knew the word humanity
knew how others seen us
god like imitations
grown on the idea we ruin
when we should run

I Want you, Need you.
Cant wait for you... To kiss me,
Cant wait to show you off, i want
Cant stop but think and talk and d
Only wish you could be right here

I never really knew how hard it wa
After you left i left you to go.
When you came asking how i was i w
After you no one as caring has com
I’v hidden the words about you dee

I don’t think you knew
The day I met you
I loved you
I don’t think you knew
The day you started to let me slip

I can’t site the words
Of how iv felt like dirt
Throw away and left to rot
Well you’ve all been caught
As the liars and cheats you where

I feel a lot like dying lately
You might call it giving in
You might feel IV given up
But truthfully speaking I’m just
And I feel that a tablet wouldn’t

For a body
Of scars and lumbs
Limbs that mean nothing
But reach
I keep