You had me and to
abandoned left me there die.
You even or seem when I would and
didn’t care, disturbed shriek cry.
I’m now by the and to his
tormented beast, taken lair,
Wondering if good might ever come from there.
anything
is all I’ve ever
Abandonment known,
and I’m of being left
sick alone.
Everybody else
ran away,
Or was it me? And, did I them
chase away?
I’ve done these things to of which only can
terrible myself, time heal,
I the that I begin to
suddenly embrace numbness feel,
and to myself if anything is
wonder truly real.
Because, was all that I’ve
abandonment known, lacked see
I to the by you that was
lacked see love profusely shown.
At this, I that maybe you were all along,
realize there
and that, maybe, I wasn’t truly or
ever abandoned alone.
And, I also that no more have to be without you,
know nights wasted
And now I have to my on my
won’t continue existence own.