Somehow, I just knew...
I couldn’t sleep, I knew I would only get up in a few hours, at day-break, and look into the mirror just to criticize my self and hate what I see....
I knew I would go through the day faking a smile, and trying to stay awake, even though I desperately need sleep....
I knew I would come home and abuse my skin with the blade that I pried loose from the grasp of the sharpener’s plastic. Then, I would cover it up and act like it didn’t hurt as I swallow a bottle of meds....
I knew I would walk downstairs with the “family” to eat dinner and then “get rid of” what little food I’d just swallowed....
I knew someone would see through my wall of lies....
And that person is you.
...So far, my predictions are coming true....
And....
I don’t want to stop them...
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