Everything I'm not
I’m broken, bruised, worthless, fat, ugly,
a failure, a disappointment and disgrace,
a hollow shell, a lonely girl, abused, hopeless,
scared, non existent, useless, weak,
shaking, trembling, anxious, scarred, beaten,
exhausted, trying, a mistake, pathetic,
fading, misunderstood, sulking, weeping,
crying, sobbing, dying, a liar and hated, pressured,
stressed out, unloved, unwanted, vulnerable,
frightened, panicking, haunted by tears, broken-hearted,
numb, desperate, guilty, hurt,
miserable, starving myself, in pain, shattered,
suffering, fearful, abandoned, screaming,
speechless, depressed, tortured, devastated,
wounded, lost and ripping up my skin...
FINE.....
“I’m fine... really.:)”
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