Miss you
A veneer is all I have to remain sane to the world,
An unobtainable heart is what I’m left with now.
Little do they know my sanity left when you did.
Little do they understand why I stand when my body wants to sit.
Always on the move, no time to think,
Forever numb to the pain - it’s unable to sink,
Through my vains and hault at my brain,
If I don’t stop I can’t think, I must stay in my lane.
I must move fast, to rid any reminiscent tales,
I work, I sleep, I eat and I never fail...
To miss you regardless of my efforts to move,
Nothing can diminish my memory of you.
The drugs, the weed, it makes it all a blur,
Our positive moments come forth and I learn,
In my minds eye, you’re a beautiful canvas,
But you’re one I have to be done with.
I never understood 'I hate that I love you’,
Until the moment I had to let you go.
Until mio amante immersed into life,
We are free, and now you know.
Therapeutic
