(2013)
I’ve had a lot of trouble finding… I covered my arms and thigh in sca… hoping to feel something other tha… I’ve hid away from the world with… I wanted to be like everyone else…
Can I just cry? can I try? I need to be in the better place but when I try, I cry and become… what will everyone think
Music going getting louder and louder, as the night wears on. Calling out. Out loud,
A scream and a cry, from the weak. A held breath and a silent tear, f… A whisper of a loved one’s name ec… A quick death and a hollow life in… Happiness and joy ripped from the…
You want a normal relationship, with hugs, kisses, sex and love. You want someone who will love you unconditionally, will make time in their day to see…
When the light calls, You go and see everything. Everything you ever did, Everything you didn’t. When the light fades
I lie in bed, thinking of what and how, how everything happens, and now I find myself thinking am I awake?
I can’t stop thinking about you an… It hurts to know that you have no clue how I feel about you. How I can’t be with you,
Nobody sees the hurt on the inside… Nor do they see the pain. Nobody sees the hurt on the outsid… Or the pain. Everybody thinks I am okay,
I am asked how I feel I lie. Most people do they lie because they feel a little upset
I’m sorry. I tried. I hate this life. Blood. Tears.
The minute hand passes by slowly, 5:59. The hour rolls on. The moon came and still no change.
Walking down the stairs, I run my hands along the railing, the cold metal chilling my skin making me feel more empty. Opening my door,
She is an overwhelming feeling you… a ghost, an echo rattling around i… she has no cure no easy fix, she’s always there. she sits in the darkest, deepest c…
Deep deaths and empty lives, emptiness found deep in with one. Procrastinating about ending it al… resting your wrists and, Ensuring your friends you’re okay.