Arduous Task of Having Social Anxiety
It is an arduous task of having social anxiety,
Having to deal with thoughts of impropriety.
Unjustly pointing fingers at others, without justifying,
By creating a certain perception of others, through vilifying.
The life want to lead is through authenticity,
I want to be able to live with simplicity.
Possess the mind through love and kindness,
In empathy, I can see through my blindness.
Dealing with this all my life,
Putting off people and perpetuating strife.
I found myself increasingly isolated,
Work on life to become recalibrated.
Everything in my own mind, introspecting one’s own perspective,
Reflecting and studying to be able to choose the words that are selective.
Adopting a lifestyle and mindset that is more appealing,
Putting his words through a tender feeling.
In this arduous task of having social anxiety,
Distancing myself from an awful mindset and having piety.
Granting me the life, I have always been planning,
Finally gaining love through truth and understanding.
