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The Lady at the Doorstep

Nothing knows you like yourself

You came to me upon a need
Though you were never really there.
A figment, I came to realize
Though it left me questioning;
Where did the time go?
 
That years went by in a moment,
So familiar we became
Before my eyes opened wide,
I saw you for what you were;
It bothers me to think it still.
 
When I was alone and didn’t know
I’d created such a thing;
A beauty and horror to me
In a woman’s fit and form.
 
Elderly, timid for my caring
Wonderful not to focus on myself;
A companion to my memories
Of everything I missed being real.
 
Taken away with the first breath of dawn,
I stared at the ceiling, unsure of myself.
And for the record, no less convinced
On much of anything else;
I had to decide.
 
You are a ghost, I want to give in
But we’d be lying to ourselves.
Like we did when you first came along;
Unaware of all save for our bliss.
 
I’ll see you always and again
You’re a thing of memory;
One I’ll never be ready to let go,
Ever a part of me.

(2014)

A recollection of a woman I miss dearly, a figment of a dream who never knew this world.

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