2016
My life is full But I miss you fiercely Don’t be concerned For this much I’ve learned It’s not that I need you
My heart feels strange And you’re so out of range I was just smiling And now suddenly I’m crying I don’t know what to say
Numb In my daily slumber Shaken awake by another dream How you caused me to stir Wide awake
This and that. Work; where do you work? I’m work… Wednesday. 5pm. Closed eyelids Slumped shoulders.
The genuine smile is such a miracl… It’s just a curve of the mouth But it’s so profound To create a change without a sound We all have such power
All my fears bubble, burn and scor… I hide my face Like I can even escape I slow my pace Aware that I’ve lost awareness
How do I feel ..? My body aches as illusions peal aw… My stomach lurches and I can’t th… I guess I feel betrayed But woah, slow down
Wandering around with a giant siev… Filtering it all Filtering the toxins. cleanse. cle… Filtering the lies The thick lumps that could swell a…
A life that resonates Like a fate you wish you were a pa… Those doors, windows and gates Swing open but remain locked And that superficial feeling of de…
This buzzing box This room I find myself in Pulsing, swarming, flashing lights… All around me All looking for something
FUCK it’s ironic Like something chronic SHUCKS timing sucks When the truth comes out FUCK she’s hot
Everything I hoped for You left me wanting more But now it’s different from before I want you now Like I wish I craved you then
PMS makes a mess Strips you of your happiness PMS such a stress The whole week is pitiless.
Succumbing as I kneel Feelings and facts blur together But which is more real? Truth leaks from my eyes As I say my goodbyes
It’s funny how paradoxes pulse wit… With no ego involved We evolve Me and her The two of us