Have you spent my money?
Ask me how I am
Just treat me like a god damn human
When this become so grey
You only text me to be like hey did you use my card by mistake
Don’t ask how I am since you left me
Cause I’ve been broken into pieces trying to stitch myself back together and failing
My illness has made me weaker
The cats wake me even earlier and I’m faking
Being alive having hope being anyone that someone wants to know
Because how could I let anyone in when you where meant to be my king
I thought I had the castle has the dreams dashed and left because I wasn’t worth it
Tell me was it worth this?
So when you message me my stomach falls my chest tightens every time
And you just ask me again
Was it your card or mine
And I’m begging for a conversation
An apology that can save me
For this spinster life I’m living cause I can’t let another person win
I’m so broken
People asking have we spoken are they joking?
When you only message me to see
Have I somehow used your money.
