T’is the month before Christmas and in some other land our children are dying alone in the sand it started with pride
How To Lose A Friend Start with trust and open heart bare yourself completely believe it when they say I love you ever sweetly
You walked out your back to me a move you have perfected you cannot face reality so I sit again rejected I tried to talk you will not hear
Here we are again I plead with you in pain I tell you that I’m hurting you say “don’t complain” you ran away last night
There is no trepidation as I put ink to sheet for without reservation you gave life complete we asked you for loyalty
In places I don’t talk about you are my only need there cannot be another who can my hunger feed I feel you deep inside me
I’m never gonna fit my love is not enough you won’t see me an equal epiphany is tough I’m not a member of the club
you cannot face your actions you cannot face your life you cannot face the consequences when you bring me strife you stir the pot then turn and run
You cut me very deep will the bleeding ever end You call me your partner and betray me for a friend you knew that I was hurting
I did believe you loved me in your heart I had a place but, this morning you are blameles… and I see your other face there is no guilt upon you
I know I shouldn’t be here you tell me that I’m wrong since you made me what I’m not I know I don’t belong My friends can only stare at me
Love is just a word Love is just a tool Love is used too often to manipulate a fool Love is quite the force
At first it’s just a story that I cannot believe and as I listen to the news too horrific to conceive a monolithic testament
This morning as you slept I pondered you and I I listened to you breathing and began to softly cry these were not tears of sadness
In my every fantasy you hold the center role to see you writhe in ecstacy my one and only goal as they play out in my mind