(2014)
How To Kill A Soul Start with false assertion Lie right to his face Listen to his heart’s desire His weakness is your mace
I hope you find a bitter soul a well deserved reflection of your cruel and greedy pride a karmic condemnation I hope when you have burned each b…
In my every fantasy you hold the center role to see you writhe in ecstacy my one and only goal as they play out in my mind
This morning you are in my thought… swimming in my mind my fantasies surreal you and I entwined your body I am needing
There is no trepidation as I put ink to sheet for without reservation you gave life complete we asked you for loyalty
I know I shouldn’t be here you tell me that I’m wrong since you made me what I’m not I know I don’t belong My friends can only stare at me
You walked out your back to me a move you have perfected you cannot face reality so I sit again rejected I tried to talk you will not hear
It’s difficult accepting that I am easing out more difficult is seeing what you were all about you never were comitted
You cut me very deep will the bleeding ever end You call me your partner and betray me for a friend you knew that I was hurting
At first it’s just a story that I cannot believe and as I listen to the news too horrific to conceive a monolithic testament
I did believe you loved me in your heart I had a place but, this morning you are blameles… and I see your other face there is no guilt upon you
In places I don’t talk about you are my only need there cannot be another who can my hunger feed I feel you deep inside me
This morning as you slept I pondered you and I I listened to you breathing and began to softly cry these were not tears of sadness
Love is just a word Love is just a tool Love is used too often to manipulate a fool Love is quite the force
I have reached my darkest moments I now know life is cruel I understand you played me and I was but your fool you really had me going