(2014)
I did believe you loved me in your heart I had a place but, this morning you are blameles… and I see your other face there is no guilt upon you
T’is the month before Christmas and in some other land our children are dying alone in the sand it started with pride
Here we are again I plead with you in pain I tell you that I’m hurting you say “don’t complain” you ran away last night
I have reached my darkest moments I now know life is cruel I understand you played me and I was but your fool you really had me going
At first it’s just a story that I cannot believe and as I listen to the news too horrific to conceive a monolithic testament
I know I shouldn’t be here you tell me that I’m wrong since you made me what I’m not I know I don’t belong My friends can only stare at me
This morning you are in my thought… swimming in my mind my fantasies surreal you and I entwined your body I am needing
In all the many years and travels of my life I’ve shed my share of tears and bore decision’s strife but, a week ago today
This morning as you slept I pondered you and I I listened to you breathing and began to softly cry these were not tears of sadness
I hope you find a bitter soul a well deserved reflection of your cruel and greedy pride a karmic condemnation I hope when you have burned each b…
I’m never gonna fit my love is not enough you won’t see me an equal epiphany is tough I’m not a member of the club
You walked out your back to me a move you have perfected you cannot face reality so I sit again rejected I tried to talk you will not hear
A broken heart doth make no sound though pieces chip and fall to ground A love once valued
It’s difficult accepting that I am easing out more difficult is seeing what you were all about you never were comitted
You cut me very deep will the bleeding ever end You call me your partner and betray me for a friend you knew that I was hurting