More than enough
my past is what gives me courage,
it strengthens me in my darkest hour,
sometimes i feel like im not enough,
but then i think about where im at and where i came from,
i see a big difference in me,
at a point in my life i thought about giving up,
it got to a point where it became to much,
i didnt have anybody to rely on,
nobody called to check on me,
and i never called and told anybody my problems,
the abuse,
the let downs,
being lied to by everybody who entered my path,
i wasnt pleased with myself,
but there was a praise deep down on the inside,
it was a praise that wouldnt let me give up,
i prayed every time i was in my emotions,
i prayed in the shower,
walking to school,
in the evening,
i went to sleep praying,
woke up praying,
and eventually it got better on its own,
i didnt even realize it right away,
maybe because i forgave a lot of people,
i stopped caring about what they did,
and started to live for me,
embracing me,
learning from me,
teaching others,
coming to know that i was more than enough,
when people tell you that you arent going to be anything,
you tell them that i am more than enough,
when people put they mouth on you and leave you,
your more than enough,
when bestfriends walk away from you,
just know that you are more than enough,
we are capable of anything we set our minds to,
because what we want in life is already done for us,
we just have to realize that everything we are is enough to get by,
im done crying and now im believing
