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Urge

The constant itching drives me mad
I want to do it so damn bad
Feel the razor on my skin
Cut myself deep within
 
I want to see the blood drop
Feel the sting afterward
I want to use it once again
Feel the pain
And release myself
 
Another me won’t do it though
Afraid of getting caught
Afraid of letting her know
I scratch at it
Hoping it fades
But it just comes back the next day
 
The internal battle becomes so much
That it affects me with everything I do
How can I be the bright person I want to be
With the urge in my veins
 
It’s here again...
Burning my flesh with desire...
Need...
Just once more
That’s all I need
Then I’ll stop....
 
Right?

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