i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most